Back…

I'm back again, trying to blurt out the ramblings that generate in my top most floor, which is basically empty. It's been a while, I know.

What was I upto? Nothing actually.

I was just waiting, being a witness to what's happening. Watching the waves of thoughts hitting my head.

Just watching, NOT resisting.

Then, by the grace of the Almighty. Things changed.

There were endless days of darkness for a long time..

Then a ray of light appeared from nowhere..

That's how the self got illuminated..

And those dark days didn't matter

So here I am. Awaiting my job offer letter, after clearing some interviews and realizing how little I sucked. The job is not something grand, but it's my consolation prize. I'll wipe it every single day and keep it close to my heart.

Faith was restored. Although after a month things will drastically change. College will end. I never expected I'll miss my college. But sadly, now I do. Drinking sessions happen with the homies. All those days now appear to be really sweet. We swear and wish that time could somehow freeze but that won't happen.

Because that's the rule, times will only be valued if they pass on. That's how we'll get memories to cherish. Yep.

But currently I want to enjoy this serene mind state, with the light breeze of relief blowing on my conscious. Also, a meditation regime has been started and it's working.

It's all good, as of now. *touches wood*