Gah

...and finally, updating this personal space after a long time. Don't
really know why I write here. I *never* read whatever I write. It just
comes out and then it's left to decay in these blog archives.

Infact, nobody gives a rat's or cat's ass about personal blogs. Unless
there are boobies in em. Yep.

Anyhow, getting back to the present scenario. Life took a much needed
turn. Fate finally decided to acknowledge my existance.

I'd been waiting for days like these. Surprisingly, now these days
don't seem that desirable any more. Those dark days fuelled my
thoughts and my writing.

Nothing sparks words like a negative mind state. Mostly. Or maybe I
just got used to writing in a negative state of mind. Maybe.

Or...

Maybe we humans will always remain unsatisfied bitches.

GAH.

When sex involves true love and emotions, it not just ends with a
physical orgasm, the orgasm is emotional too. Thus, it's a much richer
and an everlasting experience.

Sex without feelings or emotions, is filth. Yep.

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See, how easily i can talk just about anything over here. This blog
justifies it's role as my personal blog. Yep.

"Digital signal processing" tomorrow. God help me.

Weirdness..

I've always been a loner. Yep. But there are days when loneliness
tastes bitter, when the solitude is disturbing.

All I want is to sit down with someone , and talk endlessly to em,
under the stars.. But, who has the time? Or rather, who gives a fuck?

When your life is just about "You" ? Why do people around you matter? Why?!

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Tiring day. Left at 7 am came back at 9 pm. The paper was good though.

There's a little relief, and a weird feeling triggered by people
around me, who actually don't matter. Or do they?

Life's a 1.5/5

Yep.