Sewer Openings

So you slog in the gutter, a place where you're eventually thrown into. Most lives obey a pattern, souls are thrown into gutters and their beliefs are put to test. They're shown projections of goodness as they become self proclaimed maniacs trying to shun a reality.

The good thing about the gutter is that there are sewer openings which help light to seep in. These sewer openings are the little joys, the humble consolations for troubled souls. One can stand under the sewer opening and cherish the spirit of survival, endurance and can feel the life that still remains alive in those tired gasps.

But the moment there is a sewer opening drawing closer, the crawl through the gutter becomes just a little more tougher. I myself see a sewer hole ahead and somehow this gutter is now burning like a hellish inferno...

The Jigsaw

With one of my favorite songs ringing in my ears, I kinda realize my situation as of now. I've learnt that trying hard to fix those pieces of the jigsaw don't help. It just leads to a lot of confusion and a lot of misery. Those pieces just fall in their places on their own and with each falling piece the face of your destiny unravels. It may or may not match your expectations, but it will be right there in front of you.

Even I try fixing those pieces of the puzzle, but it never helps. I compare myself with those who've made their lives and come out as idealistic examples. Maybe they might have got an invisible assistance in fixing up their jigsaw. I sometimes get worried as my mind whips my conscience and my thoughts question my very existence. But the pieces of the jigsaw keep self assembling...