Can't sleep.

Why?

And there's no answer.

I don't feel good. It's like my skull is burning like that "Ghost
rider" , fuelled by unfulfilled desires and too many regrets.

It's like someone just took away all the colour. Turning the state of
mind, into a greyish dark picture.

Nothing sparks happiness. I tried. Music stopped pleasing. Writing consoled.

Looking back, I realise that it was the same all this time. Maybe I
was supposed to walk the shadows. Yeah.

...or maybe, I've just lost all the patience I had.

I sense some sleep now.

See you on the other side, which is hopefully better, than this one.

Amen.

PS- I'm not re-checking what I wrote. Small minds can get amused by
the typos. All yours.